My Story
So it all started when I was 8yrs old. My father left for a while and I was so attached to him that it affected me badly. I was so sad that I barely ate. Any food I did eat I would throw up later. My mom had to hide the garbage can from me so that I wouldnt throw up everything I ate. When my father returned I was happy again and ate normally again. However like any bulimic person, once you start eating again you gain A LOT of weight. I always struggled with my weight because of that. Throughout middle school I gained more and more weight and was tortured by classmates for my size. Not only was I big but I was tall so of course the “pretty popular girls” had plenty to pick on me for. I went home and cried almost every day in 6th grade. I slimmed out a little around 7th grade because my Grandfather and favorite person in the world passed away. I was so sad I rarely ate. By sophomore year in highshcool however I had reached 215lb. The highest I had ever seen on the scale. The end of Junior year I paid for a trainer and counted calories and lost 30lbs. I was at my goal weight and loved my body. Going into college however changed things. Me and my boyfriend broke up, my best friend moved away, and I moved into housing. I am an emotional eater. I gained 15lbs my first year and another 15lb sophomore year when my grandmother passed away suddenly. Since then Ive been struggling to drop those 30 pounds. But breakups, finals, work, and stress dont help. I lost 10lbs with Weightwatchers earlier this year. I know it works. So here I am trying again. Not giving up. I WILL reach my goal. This time next year I’ll be in a sexy new bikini! :)
